3 weeks to go…

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I’m extremely conscious that I’ve not written for about two weeks again. I sort of feel like there’s not a lot to say at the moment, despite the fact perhaps the biggest thing to ever happen to me is imminent!

The countdown is very much on for my trip into hospital. It’s three week today until I’m in hospital starting my first round of Lemtrada treatment. In preparation for this, I’ve taken a couple of days off work to “declutter”. Although not 100% sure where I want to spend my recovery time yet (Essex, with Mum and Dad is an option), when I am at home, I want to have as little “stuff” around me as possible.

Last Monday, something strange happened. I didn’t wake up with my first thought being “I’ve got MS.” Ok so that being my first thought is perhaps a slight exaggeration, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that over the last 8 months since I got told that I might have it, I’ve been very conscious of it. There’s been an MS cloud. Not necessarily a big grey cloud, but a cloud has been hanging around. But now it’s gone.

It got me wondering why this might be the case. I have a theory that I’ve toyed with for a while now. Had I attended my appointment with the specialist back in March and been sent home with a prescription, that would have been it. Something would be being done about my condition and life would have to go on. I feel as though whilst waiting for all stuff to happen, I’m back in Limbo again (and we all know how much I just LOVE it there!) Now I have a date that yes I am waiting around for, but it feels more proactive. So I’m getting on with life as much as I can.

So cloud gone! Yay!

I couldn’t believe how quickly my date came through following confirmation that I was agreed as suitable for treatment. I spoke to Danny last week and he explained it. I was on an urgent list! It seems insane when I have no real disability in terms of my mobility. I think that’s the point though. Nobody wants me to get to that stage.

Now I’m in the throes of hospital bag planning. I’m so well prepared based on everything I’ve read in the fab Lemtrada group on Facebook. Apart from the obvious stuff, I need to be prepared with mints and cordial. Apparently you need to drink copious amounts of liquid (easier with dilute mixed in) and mints help the revolting taste that steroids leave.

I’m taking my laptop so I can continue my current binge watching of Grey’s Anatomy (no spoilers please – I’m only on Season 6), and I’ve got plenty of other things on the binge watch list! I’ve got books to take, journalling to do and of course I’ll be continuing blogging and writing to my fabulous pen pals.

Now all there is to wait for is the big day itself, which from what I hear, is a massive anti climax!

Watch this space. I’ll definitely be keeping you posted!

3 thoughts on “3 weeks to go…

    1. When I put into perspective how quickly it’s really gone since I saw my specialist for the first time and he recommended Lemtrada, I know you are absolutely right 😊 xx

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